Papa Melanoma

8/9/14                         Hi Bowdoin and Camden.  I have some bad news.  Your Papa has melanoma which is a kind of cancer.  I know that you guys really didn’t get to spend much time with him or Mimi during your life because your mother hates them almost as much as she hates me.  It is too bad for whenever you were allowed to spend any time with them, you had fun.  Riding 4wheelers or playing on the playground or just feeding the ducks…..  They love you and miss you as much as I do.  Dad (Papa) has always remained positive about our relationship for me.  He always said and maintained that you would be a part of my life some day and that you will hate your mother for what she has done to you.  I kind of doubt it but he said that to try to make me feel better and I love him for that.  It is too bad that you will never get a chance to know your grandfather.  This makes me so sad and mad too.  I love you and miss you both so much.  You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.  God Bless you my sons.